Wide awakened out of spinning

Round the safest orbit

You controlled the ordinary

I was grateful for it

Wide awake in the beginning

Trembling after the fall

Only half my world remembers

While the other half revolves



Cut off cause I cant remember

A face that could cut me deeper

But hearts could never leave me bleeding

Becoming the cause and burden

The lesson begins unlearning

And it has never been forgiving my dear



Its all too familiar

Ive been here before

Ill carry this weight for your smallest reward

Because Ill continue to break down the door

Just let me in I swear

It will not be like before



Cant think of what to say

I cant think of what to do

I just think I might be losing my mind

Cant stop this agony

Cancel my therapy cause

I just thought of you

and now I feel fine



Collecting the strangest conscience

Apathy returns its offense

But only after I get moving

Relax and being the change

In time for the newest age

To help me find out what Im missing in here