THERAPY



too many weeds in the flowers

too many pills in the pharmacy now

too many bugs in the shower

there's too much shit in the air we breathe now



there's too much anger inside me

there's too much scarring when i bleed

there's too much therapy i need

there is no god that i have seen



there's too much doubt in my mom's words

there's too much fear in the way she sees life

i wonder if i'm just like her

i wonder if i can make myself right



you try to help

you listen well

you cannot change the way i see



FOR YOU



i waited for you

i died inside my own head

and i'd die again for you



i'm faded and tired

completely uninspired

and i'd die again for you



so kill me with the love that you won't give to me

and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed



i'm searching for reasons

to keep away the demons

and i'd die again for you

i wish you were near me

could feel it when you hear me say

i'd die again for you



so kill me with the love that you won't give to me

and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed

you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees



why's it always have to be me

that's always left out to burn and

i'll never learn



YOUR WAY



stand there with your ball and chain

bitch about what you've created

all caught up in the masquerade

you've already been paid and made it

so don't pretend to know what it's like

to feel the things that we must live through

you only see with your dying eyes

there's only one thing i will ask of you