I always thought is would be easier

after you were gone

thought I could pull myself together

and do fine on my my own

sometimes I do alright then I remember

how I dreamed it, how I needed it

I thought it would be easier

I thought it would be easier



They never told me I'd be lonely,

torn up and wasted

but when you saw something

else you liked

you couldn't wait to taste it

how was I to know about the way

You were scheming

I guess I must have been dreaming

I thought it would be easier

I thought it would be easier



I found that old shirt you used to wear

and it really brought me down

ooh does she like blue like I do

I bet she gets around

all I know today is that I,

I can't stand it

this ain't how I planned it

I thought it would be easier

I thought it would be easier