I am a mess

I made a huge mess

I can't control myself



I kill the rhyme again

I'm coming sick and on time again

Words maifest from deep inside where people hide within

It's chemical

Unbalanced on the triple beam (what?)

Fuck what you heard

It's about what i seen

I seen it happen back

Hand and brand to face smackin

Definite disorder now his mindest is blackened

The docotors say he got the brain of a murderer

This rugged style steals you brain



And my heart is bleeding

And this pain it will not pass

Its not receding

And my body going numb

A bad trip child

Rolling stoned

Keeping high

He don't know what he's doing

He just keep getting by

Thrown away

I wanna be

Thrown away



He's born sick

Nothing in his hands but his dick

He couldn't handle pressure

He couldn't handle shit

For the life he was leading

Lead him down the wrong path

Where guns blast

Don't give a shit about the God's wrath

Don't want to talk to the couselor Doctor

Tell em whats real

To tell em whats proper

Situation unclear I pray

And i know it gets worse everyday



And my heart is bleeding

And this pain it will not pass

Its not receding

And my body going numb

A bad trip child

Rolling stoned

Keeping high

He don't know what he's doing

He just keep getting by away

Thrown away

I want to be

Thrown away



I am a mess

I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself



I'm losing it

I've lost it

I've spilt all my marbles



Cause i see you

Inside of me

Sometimes i want

To be thrown away

Cause i see you

Inside of me

Sometimes i want

To be thrown away

A hyper spaz

And that is me

Sometimes i want

To be thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away



(voices in my head)

(voices in my head)

Don't tell me

To do it cause i will (voices in my head)

Now

(voices in my head)

Don't tell me

To do it cause i will (voices in my head)

Now

(voices in my head)



They're screaming

They're screaming

They're screaming