this time next year i'll be three thousand miles from you

and i'm not coming home no matter how you ask me

this time you'll wish that you'd come crawling back to me

an aftertaste so bad you'll wish you'd never had me

so sorry if i'm bitter

but it's my first time ever tasting my own blood

you say you need to find yourself

i hope you find yourself going insane



you said you'd try to make it work

i should have known you never work at anything

i let you touch my heart too many times and now it's bruised

on the floor in front of you

so sorry if i'm bitter

but it's my first time ever tasting my own blood

you say you need to find yourself

i hope you find yourself going insane



walking on the water

dancing in the air

if ever you fell

without a question i was there

but where were you for me

where were you for me

where were you for me



sorry if i'm not taking this well

it's just my first time ever eating shit

you say you need to find yourself

i hope you find yourself dying alone

sorry if i'm bitter

but it's my first time ever tasting my own blood

you say you need to find yourself

i hope you find yourself going insane