You told me it wasnt real,

You said I shouldnt say what I feel,

Well I have something to tell you,

Im tired of all the same stupid times,

Im tired of living one big lie,



Im telling you how I feel,

Im hoping you will understand,

I dont like being prostantive,

I just want to feel like Im supposed to.



I hope you understand me,

I dont want you to feel like I do,

Im hurt and suffering,

And I owe it all to you.



My dreams will never become reality,

My heart will never be true to me,

I live in a protective shell,

Of dreams that revolve around hell.



Im finally opening up,

Im bursting out of my shell,

I dont like being prostantive,

I just want to feel like I do.



I hope you understand me,

I dont want you to feel the way I do,

Im hurt and suffering,

And I owe it all to you.



My life is something not real,

Im living one big lie,

And cant realize,

Why.



I hope you understand me,

Im hurt and suffering,

And I owe it all to you.