I found myself today

Trapped in this bed

My hands tied, feet tied

A hole in my head



Nothing left inside my brain

I don't even know my name



I feel, I see, I smell

This is my living hell

What did I do, why am I here

No answers



What would you do,

When all you knew is dead and gone?

You look around

What you see makes no sense

Feeling strange

You realize, you had a total blackout!



I am still lying on this plank bed here

My inner self filled up with fear



A spark of memories

Becomes a flame

A syringe needle in my vein



Three tubes - liquid - that hose

The end seems very close



I woke up for my own execution



I can't believe that

I will soon be dead and gone

The drugs work, make me weak

Make me dead

Feeling tired

I realize, I'll have a total blackout!