Verse One



Perhaps I was addicted to tha dark side

Some where inside my childhood I missed my heart die

And even though we both came from tha same places

Tha money and tha fame made us all change places

Could it be through tha misery

That can't get past the hard times

Made a true friend afraid to ask my currency

But you could run to me when you need it

I'll never leave honestly someone to believe in

As you can see this is our thang through and true

What can I do real homies help you get through

And comin' new he'd do tha same thang if he could

Cuz in tha hood true homies make you feel good

And happy times we be actin' up call tha cops

Bringin' tha cease to tha peace that was on my block

It never stop, when my mama ask me will I change

I tell her yeah but it's clear I'll always be tha same

Until tha end of time



Chorus:

What's in me, that's got me actin' so crazy?

Don't be afraid, keep hopin' for a better day



Verse Two



Please Lord forgive me for my life of sin

My hard stare seem to scare all my sister's kids

So you know I don't hang around tha house much

Diss all night money makin' got me outta touch, shit

Ain't flashed a smile in a long while

An unexpected birth worst of tha ghetto childs

My attitude got me walkin' solo

Ride out alone in my low-low

Watchin' tha whole world move in slow mo

For quite times and steer fearless to tha ocean

Smokin' ports think my thoughts

Then it's back to coastin'

Who can I trust in this cold world

My phony homie had a baby by my own girl

But I ain't trippin' I'm a playa

I ain't sweatin' him

I sex his sister had her mo' good like a Mexican

His next of kin

No immores it was meant to happen

Besides rappin' tha only thing I did good was scrappin'

Until tha end of time



Chorus:

What's in me, that's got me actin' so crazy?

Don't be afraid, keep hopin' for a better day



Verse Three



Now who's to say if I was right or wrong?

Till in my life,

As an Outlaw all alone

Remain strong in this planet full of playa hataz

They conversate but Death Row full of demonstrators

And in tha end drinkin' henassy made all my enemies envy me

So go when I flow illuminatin' easily

Falls to they knees, they plead for they right to breath

While beggin' me to keep tha peace haha

Well I can see close into achieve

In times of danger don't freeze time to be a chief

Follow my lead I supply everything you need

An ounce of game and tha trainin' to make a G'

Remember me?

As an Outcast Outlaw

Another album out that's what I'm about

More, gettin' raw 'till tha day I see my casket

Buried as a G' while tha whole world remembers me

Until the end of time



Chorus:

What's in me, that's got me actin' so crazy?

Don't be afraid, keep hopin' for a better day