hopelessly drift in the eyes of the ghost again

down on my knees and my hands in the air again

pushing my face in the memory of you again

but i never know if it's real never know how i

wanted to feel never quite said what i wanted

to say to you never quite managed the words to

explain to you never quite knew how to make

them beleivable and now the time has gone

another time undone hopelessly fighting the

devil futility feeling the moster climb deeper

inside of me feeling him gnawing my heart away

hungrily i'll never lose this pain never dream of

you again