understand this i

never hoped, never felt dealt

the way i should have been

under the stars of good

i cannot hope, cannot feel

cannot cope, cannot deal

through this preemptive strife

life

i will not die

i'll shed my skin

all the blood was spilt

from innocence

and i pray and i beg

don't find me so useless

so useless

understanding through

all the views you seem to prove

new waves of jealosy

from a newborn sea

wade the wake, wade the mire

from down 'til the steeple spire

forever life seems to be

a little eternity

i will not die

i'll shed my skin

all the blood was spilt

from innocence

and i pray and i beg

don't find me so useless

so useless

and i pray and i beg

don't find me so useless

so useless

i will not die

i'll shed my skin

all the blood was spilt

from innocence

and i pray and i beg

don't find me so useless

so useless