Whats this I feel, Im weak and on my knees

Im choking on my bile, if Im smart I try not to think for awhile

A part of me wants to deny what will come

Deception, the dwelling in agony



I cant stand that I am losing this game

Was I too eager after your affection?

This rejection is more that I can take

Was it just to surface that I got into?



I overcome what is done, I havent lost for so long

The next sunrise will be the worst in my life

The enemy is trying to rip out my heart

They smile when I bleed before them



I cant stand that I am losing this game

Was I too eager after your affection?

This rejection is more that I can take

Was it just to surface that I got into?



Youre a waste of time she said

You will never be mine, no