What’s this I feel, I’m weak and on my knees

I’m choking on my bile, if I’m smart I try not to think for awhile

A part of me wants to deny what will come

Deception, the dwelling in agony



I can’t stand that I am losing this game

Was I too eager after your affection?

This rejection is more that I can take

Was it just to surface that I got into?



I overcome what is done, I haven’t lost for so long

The next sunrise will be the worst in my life

The enemy is trying to rip out my heart

They smile while I bleed before them



I can’t stand that I am losing this game

Was I too eager after your affection?

This rejection is more that I can take

Was it just to surface that I got into?



‘You’re a waste of time’ she said

‘You will never be mine, no