your mother came up to me

she wanted answers only she should know

only she should know..



it wasn't easy to deal

with the tears that rolled down her face

i have no answers cause

i didn't even know you



but these words

they can't replace

the life you..

the life you waste



how could you paint this picture

was life as bad as it should seem

that there were no more options for you



i can't explain how i feel

i've been there many times before

i've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me



but these words

they can't replace

the life you..

the life you waste



did daddy not love you

or did he love you just too much

did he control you

did he live through you at your cost

did he leave no questions for you

to answer on your own



well fuck that

and fuck her

and fuck him

and fuck you

for not having the strength

in your heart

to pull through

i've had doubts

i have failed

i've fucked up

i've had plans

doesn't mean

i should take

my life

with my own hands



but these words

they can't replace

the life you..

the life you waste



but these words

they don't replace

the life you..

the life you waste