I've spent

My life

Running from the emptiness

That haunts me

And I've felt

My whole life

Trying to fuck

The loneliness away

And I die

Inside

When I think of all the people

I have damaged

And I'm tired

I'm so tired

And there's no one else

Except myself to blame

My life's been wasted

Everything is gone

My life's been wasted

And I am all alone

My life's been wasted

There is no one else

My life's been wasted

It's time I face myself

I've spent

My life

Trapped inside

A cycle of self destruction

And I've spent

My whole life

Trying to numb

The pain inside my soul

And furious

I cry

When I realized

I fought this war with no one

I'm tired

I'm so fucking tired

Gotta find a way

To keep myself alive

When I reach the end

Will anything I've done

Mean anything?

Will anything I've done mean anything?