Getting too busy to make amends

I should try to make it right

Are you ready for the shit to hit

I think you say you are but aren't

Doctor make it better instantly

You're the only one who can

I've waited here my whole damn life

And I've forgotten what I wanted



Maybe I can do it

If I put my back into it

I can leave you if I wanted

But there's nowhere else that I can go



Maybe I won't suffer

If I find a way to love here

I'd be lying to myself

But there is no way out that I can see



If I lied you'd know it instantly

So I just had to look away

All the honesty I've ever lost

I can't begin to even curse

I never knew the taste of blood till now

It's clear I never should have known

Breathing fire was never this much fun

So there's a dark side in us all