I've got a wantless need

I've got a thoughtless mind

I've got a needless want

I can't unwind



I've got a heart that aches

I've got hands that like to break

They tell me to hold on

They never let me go



I am a clenched fist

Looking for a wall to kiss

I am a looked door looking

For a foot to kick me to the floor



What have I got I've got everything

What have I got nothing much at all



Self rejected well protected

Too looked up inside myself to over get free

Frustrated self hatred my hands turn to fists

Violence so hard to resist



I get so mad

I do things that I regret

So stupid but not stupid enough

To ever forget



Got no name got no brain

It's alright I feel no pain

I've got music pounding in my head

Stop looking start looking

You better look out

I'm not feeling too nice today

Can't be late can't relate

Don't take my time

Don't give me your hate

I've got enough of my own



I can't stop

I can't start

It holds me together

While it tears me apart