Lately I've been wonderin' who I am

Because it's coming clear that there's

A world of things

That I don't quite understand

I've always tried to look straight in the eyes

I try to see the man I try to see the plan

I try to know what's on his mind



But I never thought that I'd have to stare at you

No I never thought someone so close

Could be so far from view

Well I guess it's time for me to realize

That trust is just a word

Not something I ever knew

But whatcha gonna do



Cause my dreams leave me cold and empty now

You know I tried so hard to laugh

But I just don't know how

Cause wrapped around the thought of everything

Are the hands of a theif

Who took that trust from me

But whatcha gonna do



Whatcha gonna do

About the things that happen suddenly

About all the things that I could never see

All the times that I've sat and bought the lie

All the times I've laughed and wondered why

I realized I was owned by my defenses

Never took the time never saw my chances

Always thought the people coming round

Was just another person trying to bring me down



But yeah whatcha gonna do