Decide everything for me

subject yourself to it

make believe it's only your fault

stifle my own

ambition

It's been so long since I failed

nothing alienates this

anything reminds me

relieving it only helps

suffer to make your own gains

It's been so long since I failed

and now my senses fail me

and still my training fails me

and now everything fails me

and still everyone fails me

and still the only thing I have fails me