[Chorus]

How can you just leave me standin'

alone in a world that's so cold

maybe I'm just too demandin'

maybe I'm just like my father too bold

maybe I'm just like my mother

she's never satisfied

why do we scream at each other

this is what it sounds like when thugs cry



[Verse 1]



(yo) First off I got a seed comin'

so I won't even front like I don't need nothin'

dependin' on record sales for me to see somethin'

but if that fall back how the fuck I'm supposed to feed little Budden

I been to jail before

I been a bum before



but a nigga ain't never had a son before

I dealt with caine and fire

I done banged with fighters

but I ain't never changed a diaper

I ain't ready

ever since I signed niggas been on my back

like mouse what up, when I'm gettin' on the track

and so the hood hates me

figured they be much kinder like Joe congradulations and we comin' right behind ya

everybody in the hood I dap

says I'm responible for everybody in the hood that raps

they don't like how I do shit say I changed

I'm the same nigga that ya'll went to high school with

after all these years I'm still the same drug addict

and it's fucked up I'm

sober with them same drug habits

I still pinch, thief, con and lie, rob, shoot

difference now is I ain't high

Cats is after me

atleast I got a crew to warn me

I don't like walkin' around with this 32 on me

atleast my mans is real

atleast my family's there

is it worth rappin'

the answers yeah but I don't know...



[Chorus]



[Verse 2]



yo I'm a survivor

I seen darker days

a mama's boy with my fatherc12