So suddenly

Where was my mind

What was I thinking of

I lost control

You could have died

I could have killed you

But when we recovered

I only thought of you

And when you saw my hands

You shuddered

I realized

How much I cared for you

I slip sometimes

I can be cruel

I can say stupid things

But after crimes

Pardoned

And pride follows behind me

But when we recovered

I only thought of you

And light remaining after thunder

I realized

How much I cared for you