(music: arcwelder lyrics: s.macdonald)

Wish I weren't so sensitive - that I could blow
it off

and wish you the best but that's just me and I
just can't

Didn't even care at first but you reeled me in

and now I'm hanging here deboned and gutted

[chorus]

What was I doing? What was I thinking?

Where was I going? Why did I care?

What was I doing ? What was I thinking?

What was I asking? Why did I care?

Keep your distance so I can heal - don't you pick
at my scabs

I can't allow myself to feel but I'm weak and I
want you

It's not my fault that you don't know what you
want

I will laugh at this tomorrow if I can ever fall
asleep

[chorus]

Some days are better than others - this must be
one of those others

So I hide behind the fans - they make me feel OK


I will pull myself out of this - there is light
at the end of the tunnel

As long as you don't blow it out with your sweet
and sour breath

[chorus]