I try and catch myself from crying but the tears
are dead. I can cry on your command. I can scream
making my lungs bleed. I can stare at a broken
reflection seeing you laughing at me. I pretend
so that I can kill you. pieces of my heart cut me
like suicide. I crave her touch. I crave her kiss.
I wish I fell in love and never wakened from it's
slumber. I wish I fell in love.