I am not here

I think I've never

been here at all

or ever will

I feel like a place

where no one goes anymore

why can't you see that everything's broken?

and why can't you see that my life's turned gray?

I can't believe in anything sacred

when I don't believe that I am real



it seems so bizarre

but none of this matters

thoughts disappear and hopes have died

but now i am safe nothing can hurt me here



why can't you see my need for forgiveness

the truth and the lies so confused as one

I can't believe in anything sacred

when I don't believe in anything



I am alone

locked in my memories

there's nowhere left for me to hide

but I am not real

I've made all I am with lies

why does it seem that everything's different?

and why does it seems that only you are real?

I don't believe in anything sacred

so why do I feel so damned alone?



(chorus)



I need someone to break the silence

screaming in my head

and in my soul