It's negative

I wish you the worst dear

to feel the greatest pain

A positive

you say it's all in vain

you know i felt

and i won't feel again

I know you..

hours of madness

years of dysfunction

the deepest embitterment

no will to strive or achieve

finally in breakdown

perpetual fall on your knees

as you crawl back to me...

it ends like this

i can hope for bliss

if you fail again

cause i'm right here

to witness every step

and when you trip

i will cherish it

hours of madness

years of dysfunction

the deepest embitterment

no will to strive or achieve

finally in breakdown

perpetual fall on your knees

as you crawl back to me...

i live to watch you fail

i live to watch you fail

i live to watch you fail

i am the wind in your sail

i wish you the worst dear

to feel the greatest pain

cause i'm right here

to retrieve all you stole

every tear

and everything you own

and i wish you

hours of madness

years of dysfunction

the deepest embitterment,

no will to trust anyone

this is how i live

this is how you left me blue

as i crawl back to...