tell me what you want from me

cuz i don't know

exactly what you

want me to be now

down here you won't see me crying

ain't got no time for that

i've planned a million ways

to sacrifice myself now

seems like every time i try to

gain a little ground i wind up right back

where i never thought i'd be now

down here it feels all right

plenty of time

to find another way

self destruction's the only way i know how to

maybe another time

maybe another day

i'll be strong enough to leave this place behind me

but like a clown i'll raise my glass to the sky

and toast another night

serenadin' my reflection

down here it feels all right

plenty of time

to find another way

to seize the day without this bottle

of redemption

so tonight i'll stumble my way home

maybe tomorrow i'll find myself a job

but tonight i got the moon and the stars

got a song in my head

and a pocket full of nothin'

well i got no plans

got no peace of mind

i gotta find a way outta here

took a little more than i gave away

don't tell me to get up

and try to get it right