What more do you want from me? Some sort of apology?

Well I promise that forgiveness is the most you'll

get. And what I demand of you is to put up or shut up.

So make your decision, but remember - you can't kill

us all. I know you don't know what you say but I don't

feel any safer from you. Hate is too easy and we'll

both find a way to be right. No matter how far a

stretch. And even now I've all but forgotten what

we're fighting for. To end something or to begin it? I

don't even know why I care to continue. Old habits die

hard I guess. But we don't. And the threats are still

made. I'll kill you. Even though turning away seems

safer. I want to be in the middle. I want to go for

the jugular, but I don't remember why. Was it to start

something or to end it? I know why I continue. I do it

all for them. For her I can be an influence and for

them a backbone. To end the old and begin a new age of

compromise and clear thinking.