I chose the long hard path

I'm wandering

In self-denial for so long I bled

To find the truth in all I say and do

My darkest hour

I'm upon the suicide wall



Still I condemn myself

Look for the answer now

All I've denied myself

Kill me

In the end you know I'll live again



Remember all those things that passed me by

In looking back thru hate I lost my way

I've fallen low before but now I'm there

Just give me strength to overcome my fear