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Self hate and pity sears it’s way into my heart of hearts



I’m feeling cold and lonely out here on my own again



I call my friends they say I really need to help myself



I’ll thank them later when I’m feeling better thinking straight







Frustration pricks it’s way into my skin like rose thorns



Everywhere I go it feels the same I just can’t leave here



So many people wish that they could f***ing be me



Eternally I'm walking in this field of roses damned







Help me



Save me



Take me away from my garden of roses



Help me



Save me



You don’t see I hate my garden of roses







You’re just a parasite feeding off my heart of hearts



You’re just a parasite feeding off my soul again



I can’t believe my soul



I can’t believe my soul



I can’t believe my soul



I can’t believe my soul







Help me



Save me



Take me away from my garden of roses



Help me



Save me



You don’t see I hate my garden of roses







I look around, try and find the easy way out



These people gather round me staring make me scream and shout



I look around, try and find the easy way out



These people gather round me staring make me scream and shout







No







Don’t wanna be the one to tell you the truth



The way I feel I couldn’t give a s*** about your problems



F*** your feelings it’s the only way I see to proceed



This pain you’re giving me, killing me slowly







Frustration pricks it’s way into my skin like rose thorns



Everywhere I go it feels the same I just can’t leave here



So many people wish that they could f***ing be me



Eternally I’m walking in this field of roses damned







Help me



Save me



Take me away from my garden of roses



Help me



Save me



You don’t see I hate my life



Hate life



Hate life



Hate life



Hate



Life