reason is gone

this brain is out of practice

thinking is alien

it's alien to me



the day is through the lights are off and i'm alone again

electrons comfort me the television is my only friend



there was a time that i swore

this would never happen to me



i look for inspiration like i've done so many times

there's something missing here i can't define

would you like to come to a place inside my head

or would you like to watch me fall asleep instead



indecision, television

takes my mind away

growing stronger how much longer

will things be this way



i look at my close friends they wear expressions of concern

they don't want me to forget all that they think i've learned

i've explained my situation but why can't they see

friday's just another night for me



now there's a feeling that i get when i'm at peace with all i see

and it's a rare time that i spend with no one else around but me

these moments are so precious now

getting better just like wine

but wine won't make me happy



there was a time i thought it would

i thought it could i thought it should

now turned around i'm looking down

there's nothing there but i can still

see myself a lonely boy