only two more days

until your birthday

yesterday was mine

youll be turning five

i know what its like

growing up without

your father in your life.



so i pretend

im doing all i can

and hope someday youll find it in your heart

to understand

why im not around

and forgive me for not being in your life.



i remember waiting for you to go.

i remember waiting for you to call.

i remember waiting there to find nothing at all.

i remember waiting for you to come ( waiting for you to come )

remember waiting for you to call (waiting for you to call )

waiting there to find nothing at all.



maybe someday

youll really get to know me

not just from letters wrote to you

i pray i get the chance

to make it up to you

weve got a lot of catching up to do.



so i pretend

im doing all i can

and hope someday you’ll find it in your heart

to understand

why im not around

and forgive me for not being in your life.



i remember waiting for you to go.

i remember waiting for you to call.

i remember waiting there to find nothing at all.

i remember waiting for you to come ( waiting for you to come )

remember waiting for you to call (waiting for you to call )

waiting there to find nothing at all.



i remember waiting for you to come ( waiting for you to come )

waiting for you to call

i remember (waiting for you)



forgive me.

im so sorry.

i will make it up to you.