only two more days

until your birthday

yesterday was mine

youll be turning five

i know what its like

growing up without

your father in your life.



so i pretend

im doing all i can

and hope someday youll find it in your heart

to understand

why im not around

and forgive me for not being in your life.



i remember waiting for you to go.

i remember waiting for you to call.

i remember waiting there to find nothing at all.

i remember waiting for you to come.

remember waiting for you to call.

waiting there to find nothing at all.



maybe someday

youll really get to know me

not just from letters wrote to you

i pray i get the chance

to make it up to you

weve got alot of catching up to do.



forgive me.

im so sorry.

i will make it up to you.