she seemed dressed in all of me

stretched across my shame

all the torment and the pain

leaked thru and colored me

id do anything to have her to myself

just to have her for myself

now i dont know what to do

i dont know what to do

when she makes me sad



she is everything to me

the unrequited dream

the song that no one sings

the unattainable

she's a myth that i have to beleive in

all i need to make it real is one more reason

i dont know what to do

i dont know what to do

when she makes me sad



but i wont let this build this inside me

i wont let this build up inside me

i wont let this build up inside me

i wont let this build up inside me



a catch in my throat

choke

torn into pieces

i wont

no

i dont want to be this

but i wont let this build up inside me

i wont let this build up inside me

i wont let this build up inside me

i wont let this build up inside me



(i wont let this build up inside me)

(wont let this build up inside me)



she isnt real

i cant make her real

she isnt real

i cant make her real