When I first met you

I knew right from the start

The closer that we got

The sooner it'd fall apart

You tried to make it work

you gave me all you had

but I grew scared



I wish I could explain

the changes that I felt

one minute we were fine

but the bond began to melt

I tried to understand

what happened to my plans

I found no answers



Did you tell me what you saw in me?

Did I ever think my thoughts were real?

If you gave me everything I'd still

feel the same



All that she wanted was more

I let her down, then I walked out the door

I can't stand this, I can't stand this



Since those stormy times

I've never found the way

I keep searching everywhere

what's become of me today

I feel like even then

I should have realized

how things work out



I hope that from now on

the memory will be clear

that building up my dreams

can never replace my fears

the more I learn to give

the happier I will be

inside



I'm shaken and whiter than a ghost

left out, kept out and sent my way home

I could have been a lie but I know it's not right

"Wanna Live Insida You"

(for that certain boy next door)