deluded into despair

this emptiness

more than i can bear

all i own is pain and sorrow

all i know is guilt

anxiety, disgust of tomorrow

i'm drowning in my filth...



i will never see you as you are

your shallow soul blinds me



all i feel in this weary hour

is weakness and dismay

in solitude

thoughts resolve around your way

all i see is you

slipping further away

lost in a void of grey...



i will never see you as you are

your shallow soul blinds me



i see you

all this hate for you

i feel you

all this love for you



i will never see you as you are

your shallow soul blinds me



i see you

all this hate for you

i feel you

all this love for you