no matter how i try and try the dirt land on my head the push and shove of daily life the stupid thing i've said have left me wishing i was dead and gone a silent party in my name a way to right the wrong now i'm sick and i'm tired you fuck with me and i'll fuck with you and i'm pissed so pissed off nothing you say can make me stop time is short like my fuse bet against me a you will lose no, i wont give up only place i have to go is up morning came the feelings gone there's nothing in my head push the cover to the floor stumble out of bed whishing i was somewhere far away a silent partner in a crime affects me everyday now i'm sick... ...the only place i have to go is up (break) i want to go so far away come again live to fight another day lock down