and it's been said to me

i'll hold a key i'll never see

and what i used to have was lost but now

i found it

and without sympathy

the bleeding eye could never see

they're lining up to die the people i have counted

all the things i need to never

do the things i want to do

thought that it would change forever

but i never really want it

i used to try to be what i had seen that wasn't me

and what surrounded me was people that were clouded

and though it's hard to see just what i mean it isn't free

and what has grounded me

was something that you doubted