Ive been cheating myself for too long

living as if i was goin nowhere

and no its wrong

Ive been fighting myself for too long

i try, really try to keep my head up high

but i no its wrong, and i should really no better

but its been so long.



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I no, i wanna feel

but im afriad to show it

inside so real, no one else would no it

hold u, no lies

cutting deeper i can hear my soul cry

come on testify

come on testify



Ive been lying to myself for too long

silence... is my only comfort

and i no its wrong but i cant change the weather

its been too long



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To the friends that i lost on the way

To the friends ive been pusing away

You could say ive made it but im jaded

and its all of ur fault(?)



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