i lost my head again

threw away my only friend

for just one night to be alive

i slit my wrists for that bitch

without thinking a bit

how could i be so dumb

to think she'd stay run away

the air is dense

i feel pathetic

with my life spinning on a wheel

into another state of affliction

cant seem to get my self through this

now i need to find a better way

ive been all that i want

whats left is nothing but her

all the blood has been stripped and lost

i dont even like me

im not something i like

turn on the light before i fade away

the air is dense

i feel pathetic with my life

spinning on a wheel

into another state of affliction

cant seem to get my self through this

inside these four walls

i explode

escape into another world

to get me far away from here

and i expect to much from me

cuase ive been throwing my life away

ive thrown my life away

i need to find a better way

the air is dense

i feel pathetic

with my life spinning on a wheel

into another state of affliction

cant seem to get my self through this

now i need to find a better way