shoved in to this box you've put me in

kept locked down, if trapped I suffocate

livid in this world you've created

searching for a doorway



out of this sick, repulsive, hypothetical vision wasted

on repetitive thoughts that dictate my emotionless static

causing hesitation



it pulls me under

fading from reality, I cannot find the gravity

no time to ponder

attempting to restrain the beast, a desperate plea for sanity



livid in a moment jaded

still searching for a doorway

out in to

a calmer blue

holding on to the shadows

a restless reminder

it pushes me



into the next repulsive, hypothetical vision wasted

on repetitive thought that dictates my emotionless static

causing hesitation



it pulls me under

fading from reality, I cannot find the gravity

no time to ponder

attempting to restrain the beast, a desperate plea for sanity



blinded by the rage I feel down inside

i contemplate my own suicide

each time I feel like I've been denied

the right to freely express my mind